Princess-Moni

I was so sure I deleted the whole account? But here I am, alive and... well? @.@ "Regret" is a word I always use when thinking about DeviantArt. I deleted my most popular works, thinking I've matured beyond them. I changed my nickname to something lame to seem cooler and more "me"... and then just stopped coming here. I always thought I moved on, but it was a lie. I told myself that I'm a "GRAPHIC DESIGNER!" now, I should not be associated with silly fanart and a childish fetish site! I'm an "ADULT!", I should stop with useless comics and disgusting manga styles! And all I got from it was depression and multiple personality crises. So I c

i just deleted a bunch of pictures here. i'm procrastinating for two months now. cannot physically bring myself to work on... well, anything for that matter. i dunno why i return here. i dunno if i'm returning, because so far i never did - what, one sketch is returning? i just fave. and fave. and fave. because i forgot how to finish a picture. i don't really fully color for school. because i'm stupid. i'm trying shortcuts. everyone takes shortcuts. but i often forget about them when i really need them. pathetic. wtf even. wtf i'm talking about. i don't really know what i'm saying anymore. i dunno why it feels so important to tell all of yo